{"id":251,"date":"2010-09-03T02:29:24","date_gmt":"2010-09-03T00:29:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.heavenmakers.com\/?p=251"},"modified":"2010-09-03T12:18:12","modified_gmt":"2010-09-03T10:18:12","slug":"the-loneliness-of-the-long-distance-writer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.heavenmakers.com\/?p=251","title":{"rendered":"The loneliness of the long distance writer"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Loneliness is defined as a strong sense of emptiness and solitude. It&#8217;s often used to describe being unwanted, and  unimportant. As a writer its easy to fall into the trap of feeling unwanted because much of your writing is rejected and occasionally ridiculed. It&#8217;s equally easy to feel unimportant because, to be quite honest, most people have never heard of your stuff and although your mum might be a big fan of your last story she&#8217;s one of a dedicated few. Most of all it is easy and familiar to encounter emptiness and solitude. While I would reject the rest as fairly negative conditions, emptiness and solitude are the stuff I live on as a writer.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s now two in the morning. I&#8217;m up to 31000 words on the sequel to &#8216;School: The Seventh Silence&#8217;, my smash hit: The novel that fulfilled all of the above criteria: unwanted, unimportant, largely unread and ignored. But the critical thing is that some few people really liked it and to be honest I don&#8217;t care if a lot of people don&#8217;t. The sequel is playing out in my mind like the unraveling of a peculiar psychiatric condition. It&#8217;s empty and lonely as write. There is no one about, it&#8217;s too late, it&#8217;s too eerie and it&#8217;s too scary for everyone else so I&#8217;m alone and I&#8217;m writing. I&#8217;m writing about scary things that needed to be written in solitude and if you ever get round tor reading it I hope you read it in an eerie, scary place because that&#8217;s where it was born. <\/p>\n<p>I used to be a long distance runner and now I&#8217;m a long distance writer. I&#8217;m not writing for the short term or the instant hit. I&#8217;m writing for the long grueling miles and for that perverse enjoyment in pushing something to the limit. Loneliness is defined as a strong sense of emptiness and solitude and you might well define writing as the loneliest of jobs.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Loneliness is defined as a strong sense of emptiness and solitude. It&#8217;s often used to describe being unwanted, and unimportant. As a writer its easy to fall into the trap of feeling unwanted because much of your writing is rejected and occasionally ridiculed. It&#8217;s equally easy to feel unimportant because, to be quite honest, most [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-251","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-purgatory"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.heavenmakers.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/251","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.heavenmakers.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.heavenmakers.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.heavenmakers.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.heavenmakers.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=251"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/www.heavenmakers.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/251\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":256,"href":"https:\/\/www.heavenmakers.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/251\/revisions\/256"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.heavenmakers.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=251"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.heavenmakers.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=251"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.heavenmakers.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=251"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}